Firstly, it is not that I don't read for children; I have seen some pretty horrific things that have been done to children to control them, including in my own life. I have said in a previous post that one of the first experiences that I had was when I was not even old enough to cross the road. Beyond my own experiences as a child. I can still see clouds of energy above homes, and even now, I can walk or drive by homes that have this energy, even people too.
I had several children, mainly boys, come to me in dreams or while waking up in the morning. Recently, I heard a little girl pray, asking God why her mother hurts her. Many years ago, I had a boy come to me to show me the entire story of where he lived and how he passed it another and then to his mother, who knew her directly. This was an entire three-page description of the location, what I saw, and what he showed me. I was directed to this person at a consignment shop. I am not sure at the moment whether he was killed accident or was murdered. I was never directly told by the boy, who I believe was more of a teenager.
I have traveled in dreamtime (sleep) several times to children who I believe have been trafficked, and even to something that is far sinister. I can not validate what I see because they happen during when I am sleeping. Unless they show up on my radar, I don't go looking for them. Why boys, not sure. My only thought is that because I am Mom, and when you're little, you want your Mom.
Normally, when these images, visions, and impressions show up and I wake up from them, and quite frankly, they are startling to the psyche, because you're seeing them and of course don't understand why you are seeing them and where to do you put them. You can't locate them or determine where it is happening, and even if you do, who is going to believe you! Without confirmation or some type of descriptive local, area, or information, they are more or less events. Are they events now, in the current day, or past that have already happened, as in my three-page letter to a go-between person to the parent of this boy.
As for my own stability and security, has been placed in rather difficult situations over the years and not having proper training, because a weekend event or course does not cover this in a way to prepare you. And as a single Mom things had to take a back seat to doing readings, when your trying to provide for yourself and your family. Honestly, I think I signed up for the school of hard knocks and had to live it. It has only been recently that there has been a drive in spirituality, which falls under the catalog of psychic or intuitive, channel ..etc. Even with those three I listed, there are different degrees of how or what a psychic is, to a medium/ intuitive, and even labeled as a channel.
I self studied when I could no longer afford to go see people to understand how people delivered the messages. And rather some well-known names. I have encountered people of lower ethics and question many of so so-called tarot readings out there. I have nothing against tarot readers, but when people are not cleaning up their own stuff and people are throwing around things that cause more harm and healing, there is something very wrong, and I have questioned as to whether you are giving your power away if you are not seeking guidance within yourself. I had people say things to me, and it happened with this past week, where I told know my place and shut the hell up,in other choice words. That I had no idea what I was talking about. So I asked the guides what to do because it has put me in a weird position. I ask the guides again why I keep encountering these people. What is the point of doing this work if I am getting shit for speaking my truth? Which is life lifelong lesson at this point.
I previously wrote that "given enough rope, they hang themselves". With the situation in question, I was told to know my place. I gave to guides and they gave me above message. I give back to the guides and God to take care of, I can only do so much, when someone does not want to hear it for themselves. I am just a messenger, and saving people is God's job.
So, for reading a child or children, depending on the situation, it can be heart-wrenching, whether they have physically passed or are physically alive. And we forget that we were once children, and children grow up to be adults, too. That if you have not resolved childhood trauma through shadow work and healing to understand it was never your fault or that you were never flawed by any means that those secrets kept in the closet are peeking their head out to be looked at, even on a global level. You can only sweep dirt under the rug until the pile gets pulled out from under it. As inCEO, cheating, trafficking, high-power people using their power because they think they are untouchable, leaked lists, documents, you name it, and more.
We call it the great awakening or Ascension, when we should be calling the great revealing of deception to humanity.
These are AI questions that came from reading my post.
I have never been directly asked to do a reading for a child; the spirits just come to me. In any reading, there is the sitter and reader, the psychic, medium, and the person asking for the reading. I don’t walk around stating what I do, because it has had mixed reactions. Most things come out of my mouth, story or situation, or experience. As I have never known what to do with the information, I write it down or write what comes through, because if it is a clear message or vision, I can write about it. Disturbing visions, many of which I have had, I again write them down. I ask the guides why am I seeing them, sometimes I get an answer and sometimes not. I indicated I got a message or vision seven years before meeting someone who was an observer to an event.
I'm not sure why it happened or why I need to know about it. I am not sure why they even shared it with me; they were a retired police officer; maybe just telling me was their way of releasing it, as in a haunting memory.
Discernment - how do I discern? I write them down in a book or here; some I have not posted yet, I question them, if I don’t understand, and some will play on repeat until I do something with it. Discern, discern, discern, psychic or intuitive, medium/channeling is not about the thinking mind or ego. It is feeling and using your senses. Using what you know and adding to it. As an example, we all met people we liked or did not like, and never questioned why. This is programmed out of you as a child. From your parents to school, etc. Until you stop listening even to yourself and rely on validation from others, approval from outside of yourself, because you're told that the answers are out there and not within yourself. You're told that you can’t possibly have and know the answers, and only other people hold the answers, and taught to memorize things without thinking about whether it is right or wrong, or in a grey area, or that schooling is a limited structure, and not critical thinking.
It also requires work on your part; this is not something learned overnight and takes years in the process. I have quit more times then I would like to mention, because is this worth the aggravation when people don't want to hear the truth, or rather like their unhealthy lifestyle of not having to take up the responsibility for their actions. You don't change the world, you change yourself, and your world changes, and we have even seen extremes of that, too.
I write because I have searched for books or even teachers, and no one speaks about the work involved, and I am not selling, that it is all light and love, because it is not on this planet. The truth part is that your soul is having a human experience in a body, and that whatever has happened to you, is not who you are, this is but one life of thousands, and you're here playing in this one you're current live in.
This a belief explanation, more involved with ancestor, and soul contracts, as there no one book explaining everything that your soul came to be or do.
If there error's I had computer glitch, and decide not try rewrite what was already written. Still work AI corrections, when it is not as insightful and my thoughts.
Doing this type of work is not about the way someone would, it is making your own.
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