6-26-23 The things psychic, medium and channels don't speak about enough

 One the reason I started this Blog was to get information out there for anyone else that is experiencing similar or things that just sound crazy. I have looked for anyone detailing there experiences, I have yet to find a book, video or anything remotely close too it. The following is what I have experienced in the last week:

I heard the song: Eyes wide open

I woke up in the morning saying: I don't have a process for healing per say. 

One another day, I felt like I was lectured in my sleep of having had not real idea what is going with my neighbor - when on a previous post I stated how child had a meltdown and I felt the energy of it. I felt like I was told that I seeing thru a narrow lens. Like I gotten in trouble for speaking out about my annoyance of the situation from the guides. Actually had  to apology for ignorance. 

I had image of Sylvia Browne

I felt like I was on spaceship in my sleep and recognized 3 of people on this spaceship

I got Barbeques? no explanation

I watching video- literally watched myself and felt myself closing off my heart and shielding myself from the energy coming thru the video. 

I woke up seeing pink light going into my heart charka and Solar Plexus chakra 

Something about Red paper, PA ??

I got a song about a Thief in the night. edit: This maybe a bible reference and not a song and the interpretation is open - I believe it is not a literal meaning of. 

hearing: Things unknown

Psilocybin mushrooms- now sometimes these things show up with a few days or even that same day when I watching a video. Like a reminder that my guides are always around. 

I went to the store to get coffee and I kept seeing this dark figure and turned twice and no one was there. I was stirring my coffee felt I needed to turn and there stands a man, just staring at me and said not one word to me. Felt a little creepy. Considering the entire counter was open that he could of went too. 

I got a image of lemur- google totem for what that meant. 

I got image of older man with no hair? Guide? no idea

I got the song Fantastic Voyage this same day that titan was found or news states pieces where found. 

I got the song This is how we do it- Montell Jordon - who by the way is now a pastor. Don't know if because of Dark music industry, like dark Hollywood - an exposure of dark secrets

Something with being center Stage for all to see. 

multiple times I got Honey Boo Boo - and I never watched this show. Had google it. 

I also have been rather annoyed by pretty much everything. (not sure what that is about)

I saw dust or ash falling. Got eruption. 

So, I went to park and me and little bird finch took shelter when it poured buckets of rain, talk about timing I had just walking around in the park decided stop for a moment. As I watched this bird things fade out like I was looking into a fog. This not the first time this happened. Nor the last. 

Tatui ? I looked it up and it is a place in Portuguese

I was hanging out on sofa and all of sudden I felt a large light being behind me. 

Saturday night it was about 9:50 pm and I felt someone was crush my throat and I had pain in both my kidneys. I have not felt anything like that in a while and it took me back by it and called on AA Michael to protect me. I don't know if I was empathing someone or something around me. After I thinking about it - Clearly someone had grabbed someone neck and squeezing it and as kidneys I would say that it involved at least two people, because It is not possible to punch someone in the kidneys and grab someone neck from the front at the same time. . Because I sensed that this was a standing position. I have no idea who connected to it. Or why I had to experienced it. 

I shown images of Orlando Bloom and Cara Delavigne 

I laying down and saw codes in blue and spiraled out - 

I watching a video and heard by the speaker - Know and be Still - which I have heard said to me. Which I had no idea was a reference in the bible, until I was listening to video. 

I woke up saying Judgement ???? This could refer to how we have judgement of self, judgement others, or bigger guys corporation, elite... Governments. I guess time with tell us soon enough. 

I got the song Magic carpet ride - by Steppenwolf (symbolic or message) 

I got Cat Stevens - When I looked him - he just play at Glastonbury, UK yesterday. I not sure if this also symbolic or a message. 

I also went into full on panic attacked- now I know that it not a panic per say - I am energetically picking up on something that I can't identify. The reason I write this is many people have these attacks because we are spiritual being and panic attacks could be something else. Since we are not taught that we are spiritual being, and we not taught to tracing the source of when they first started, to it even belonging to past life, people take it on as something is wrong with me and I feeling crazy, instead of learning to just breathe thru it or walk outside and get air or ground into the earth, since we are made of same matter as earth, or putting your hands in water. 

Some of us are like antenna and pick up on energy. Ie:  you don't like someone - your reading their energy, go near someone leave feeling ill, headache, tired or angry, overwhelmed, or go to store ... you feel slimed, we brush these things off but you are feeling and sensing the energy. And most likely you have your whole life but the energy and people's energic are amp up and will continue so. 

When you were small or younger - you spent more time outside in nature to ground, now your in box in office or whatever you do. At home you can be away from it, or when you were younger you naturally separated from people by stay in room, music, outside or whatever you did that was what natural to calm down and ground the energy. This is why some people do the jobs they do. Ie: People drive trucks not naturally incline to be around a lot people. Teacher's teach children, children generally do not carry heavy energy unless their home life is difficult one. Chatty people - I guess they chat thru it- I will ask about that one. 

Unless you learn to meditate in some form. walking, reading, guided meditation or envisioning white light, unless there no holes in aura (energetic field) around you. People are going to feel off and learning to question what am I feeling. And sometimes it is nothing that you can pin point. So just go for a walk, or remember the 4 elements air, water, fire( sun) or earth (ground), breathe through it, counts number like 1-5-7-4-6-3- the mind is like processor in computer sometimes you mix it up by jamming the operating system. 

I write these things - scary stuff or crazy stuff because I sat in many spiritual community and training and this stuff is not talked about and I went looking for the information to help myself and anyone who wants to know about it. Because it pisses me off that people don't educate people and it is slowly gaining knowledge in that direction, but not fast enough. We are in for difficult years ahead, so if you think that normal going to return forget it, It is not. Starting learning and adapt because normal is illusion of the mind and trap by social & media engineer. 

and No I did not spell check it. Remember AI is never going to make a spelling errors - human's do. I noticed that some of information is a year ahead or days. And I don't always go back looking for what I wrote a year ago.