04-04-23 What do you want in life..

 04-04-23 What do you want in life.. 

The guides always ask me what is it that I want. I have even been told that I am going to be famous, and I am like I just want a home and a partner who respects me and help to do this work; along with money to support both. As for being famous seems overrated, living up to other people’s expectations is counterintuitive. And currently, I don’t if it is me or someone, I am picking up on, but my writing seems a like dyslectic. Here is my theory on being dyslectic – let’s say that prior to this birth you live in another country or maybe not even on this planet, just roll with it for a minute. The life lesson would be there is something different about you, not that society tells you to fit into a box of normalism that quite frankly, does not exist. The only things that are normal eat, breathe, and sleeping and some people don’t do that. I have other working theories that I have yet to prove, but that is for another time. * I realized I didn't really explain this well. If last reincarnation you lived in different culture or off planet and the soul remembers, it you would have difficultly with the language because just other places on the planet, you would not speak the same as people in any area. * 

So, currently, I have no job by society's terms because in my last job a woman who was a narcissist who made a point pissing me off every day, then my mom passed away brought a shit storm of problems and me talking 60 plus people each day and intuitively picking up on them and their energy was becoming a problem, and I am not a machine, so I could not keep up the pace every day. So, finding a job that takes into consideration my over 30 years of experience, to make the money to meet my needs is a problem, at the moment.   

And the reality is that we forget, since 911 the world has been in the swinging pendulum of destroy, rebuild, and scaring the stuff out of us, and continue to roll with as if nothing has happened. When I see people walking around with a mask on, your choice, but it is very present in these people’s minds. It is not different than the doomsday planner and prepper. Really, this is God's domain. I stopped doing predictions because people become attached to the negative aspect of them and instead knowing that we have the ability not to create them. But with weather technology to manipulate and create natural disasters, that like say the various airports had no idea the planes would fly into the twin towers. Conspiracy or not, that is not for me to tell you what to believe. 

Just like climate change, now if you ask a truther, who is not afraid of professional disgrace, which is what truthers are whether directly involved or witness to, who speak out. (ie Snowden guy about data collecting, tracking people) Because they realized people are being lied to. I for one don’t try to tell falsehood and question material, even if I have to sit on it for years. Because I have gotten intuitive information and seven years later, I have met the person who had or was involved in that experience. And sometimes information it was on a different timeline that was avoided. Meaning we avoided it. For example, you have seen someone in a long time and there they are. And the conversation in your head would be I live somewhere else, I've been busy with my own life, or whatever comes to mind. The point is they exist at one point in life, friend, foe, etc. And here they are again. As for me, I would be asking why is this person showing up and what was my life like before. Is there a lesson or is this a random event? 

So, I will use myself as an example I walked away from everyone that I knew, for lack of words it was abusive, committed assault, and dangerous to myself and my children. When my mom died, I had to come back involved to a degree with these people, who did these things to me and revisit the trauma that I experienced by them. Over the years, I have done a lot of work on forgiveness, and empowering myself. I still don’t know if they are karmic relationships or catalysts for me to do this work. My point is Things are not always what they seem. 

I just got (perception) is 9/10 of law-? now google states it as Possession is 9/10 of law in the absence of clear and compelling testimony or documentation to ...etc… Why this just came through – no idea. Since most of what I speak about is in the aethers meaning what exactly... I can’t fact-check it – I can only present it. Just like guides saying I will be famous, and I am ok, ok… I have never thought about or considered it until they said it. And I am still ok, ok, whatever.  I just write what they give me and or tell me.

 As I try to explain or teach, express all the information that I have in my head over years to connect the dots because I know the work that took to get here. Even within the community of spirituality and it is always about discernment and weeding what is true for yourself and finding the answers to people’s thoughts or questions. When society and media want to cattle prod into this is the truth. But if you watch for scripting, you find they all use the same wording. And soon we will see it in AI because we need to learn to tell the differences. Humans will always be smarter than AI or technology because we have a direct connection to aethers, God, source, guides, or straight-up knowing. 

For example- those lines of what look like jet streams in the air – we'll-called cloud seeding – when don’t live near the airport- they spread in a line – in which the weather normally changes in a few days or the next, depending on how much they spray. Allergy did check the cloud seeding! why do you have problems with allergies? Along with why are you programmed to buy only bottled water when water is not safe to drink in your own house? When you can buy filter systems, even cheap ones. Control water. Or how your own body is water and like a dried-out sponge your muscles are in pain because you don’t drink enough water, to remove the toxins from your body from germs to the food you ingest. People wonder why have chronic pain or inflammation. I am a doctor don’t quote me. When most doctors don’t consider what your eating or drinking, as a source of problems, or less than 40 hours of training in nutrition (I did get this from a doctor with a Ph.D.). So what do you want in life!