04-30-23 Spiritual awaking vs. neurosis

  04-30-23 Spiritual awaking vs. neurosis

Can a spiritual awaking look like neurosis? Yes. Some of us are highly attuned beings. Like an antenna picking up a radio signal. Now if I use the metaphor like a hard-boiled egg. You have either developed ways to protect yourself. From childhood to the present. You turn off to navigate your childhood and or for reasons only you know. Just like cracking the egg, there is a crack that causes an opening. Since we are not taught this in the form of meditation or by a skilled person that understands what is happening to us and what we experiencing. We can be affected by feeling everything. 

It can be overwhelming, as what is your and other people's energy. I have used the analogy of standing on the sidewalk in an airport, or NY city, as an example to explain this energy and what it feels like. I don't believe you should have to protect yourself, since you came from source. But this planet is using technology against people and for control. I have looked for books or by Internet, to help myself when these energies, when they are amped up. 

Whether it is technology or planets moving in and out of positions. Other than learning to shield yourself and meditation, even guided meditation. The other way is grounding into the earth and being in nature by asking the trees and earth to transmute the energy. Sounds crazy, but it works - since after all we are part of a web of life and are organic in nature, which like the planet we carry similar structures of DNA with the elements, animals, and earth. In other cultures, they are taught that they are connected to all of life. Not so in Western culture, unless you go looking outside of the norm.  

Here is an example to can feel that someone is looking without even making eye contact, you can feel someone present physically or deceased, or even higher being. We are not taught that the body is a sensitive body suit capable of feeling, picking subtle clues from the environment. That chill up the back, or arm, the eye twitch, these are innate to us, but just because someone else does not see, hear, feel, or experience it we brush it off because we have been taught to disregard what is a natural part of our being to navigate life and not listen to very body and mind. 

Here is an example: So, let's say you follow someone on Youtube like a tarot reader or whomever, if you pay attention these people also experience that energy - sometimes they will be on camera and sometimes not, depending on the energy, that happening in the world. You ever have a bad day and think what is going on, when there is absolutely no reason for you to be having a bad day, or things don't work out. Maybe it is connected to the planet or the planets in the sky or people's own energy. 

Now I am saying that there is no neurosis, which could be a past life coming through to heal something or something that someone has agreed to experience, in this life. or it is the energy on the planet. And the Health industry is not necessarily about healing the spirit. It is a business just like anything else. If were to look at this from a cultural view - we had medicine men, women, shamans, herbalists, and what doctors were, vs. now. And mental health is another one that will tell you it is a mind issue with real testing on family history, diet, body imbalances, environmental factors, etc. is never considered. 

Ways to navigate: go into nature, by the water, even playground (general children have higher energy) because they are not bogged down by worry, making the money, cleaning the house, etc. Go to the store at off times, when fewer people are there, or early in the morning. Go on vacation off time- out the season, or middle of the week when there are fewer people. 

Since people are unaware of their mental trash busy-ness and the boomerang of thought and action, as to what they say or do, changing the way you do things and asking yourself if is this the right time to go to the store, or vacation. Movies go at off time, - have a hard time explaining to someone who just doesn't understand, tell them you want to enjoy this with less people, or as in having a gut feeling, there are only so many times before not doing something that raises eyebrows, be honest and they will either understand, or maybe they will not, and they are not one for you. 

You can soothing music, crystals, Polyrhythmic or Bilateral music, and incense oils.. .. sorry to say your coping skills like alcohol, smoking, drugs, or wine will not help you in the long run. They will only make you want more. Instead learning skills that benefit you vs creating a need to pop this, drink that, etc. Oh, and it is ok to ask for space, most have lived with poor boundaries by our parents and society, it is actually quite normal to want space, time, and ok to be away from people to recharge. If you have issues about being with just yourself that is another conversation altogether. 

Also, your born will guides and their job is to assist you, but not do the work for you with lessons. Ask for help or help to shield you, by turning the volume down, so you can function. You ask your any question or god - you do you. Write down, ask them, ask them to show you, if don't understand, tell them you don't understand what they trying to show you, tell you...etc. 

I am not a doctor- I am a person that has experienced this and done work and research to understand it and be able to write about it - when people want to keep this information to themselves or as a hidden agenda against humanity, by not telling them who they are and the genetic history. What I can do, anyone can do. It is part of you for you to navigate life. 

You don't drive around with knowing or using GPS- so why would you not use your own GPS - God program (within) system.