Today, I can’t decide what I am going write about whether it is Color and then let’s talk manifesting, why and why it does not happen. Then I thought let’s talk about home and what that is or feels like, to the saying that “if you want it done, you have to do it yourself”, and what that is and why it happens. Maybe it is pre-Eclipse or mercury retrograde seems to be happening in my world, at the moment.
~Color now this one is pretty obvious, this grey battleship color that is all over the place, from designing a home to painting your house or cars. What does the grey feel like for me it is Depressing – They paint battleships that color, prisons are that color, and mental health people feel, see grey. Their emotions are grey, flat, dull, you get the point. There is no variance. Life is just sad.
I have never seen a grey farmhouse in my life, other than our present reality. The last thing that I would want to do is come home to a grey dull house with no life or color. Just me and my observations. So here is a thought where in nature is grey, owls, birds with some grey, and trees can have a grey tint. But nothing is completely grey in color. Even the concrete is not grey, except cinder box – but then they build prisons with that too.
I understand that it is the modern twist – or it is to sell paint that no one wants. I have a piece of furniture in my home that is grey, but it is lined with colorful books. I surround myself with color in my home and my choice of clothes each day and use it when I am feeling off, to eating colorful food. When it comes to surrounding myself with color and working with Charka’s energy centers in the body and wanting to uplift myself grey would not be my choice.
~So, you want to be a millionaire and manifest the Hollywood lifestyle, that car or dream home or fly around the world. That is what the secret book and movie explained. The problem with this is misalignment. What is misalignment – well if you have fears around money, relationships, wealth, and core beliefs that are opposing have these things. You might manifest a cup of coffee. This lottery winner ends up back in the place they were or even less.
Rome was not built in a day. If you don’t question your beliefs about things that you want in your life, why would they happen? Oh, that is the luck of the Irish – sorry bad humor or not. Since none of us really understood the game Monopoly and well depending on childhood and what was said to you about money, instead being an energy of exchange for one thing or another. You go work in exchange for that energy you get paid.
Employers make money on your energy to produce something, well they pay you what the value is they think your time is worth to them. So, if told as a child that nothing is free in life and you work hard for it, then there is a core belief nothing is free, and it is hard work. Air is free, just saying. Now the law of attraction teaches differently that it is focusing the mind to draw that experience to you. Matrix, I believed explained the same concept. The movie Field of Dreams – explains this same thought process. If want anything you understand why you want it or how to get that, learn that, and become that.
If you don’t understand money and how to balance it and work with it, how to handle large amounts of money. To also what happens if you lose money from a bad choice or decision? Do you fall to pieces or pick yourself up and do it again? There is not a business out there that has not experienced both loss and gain. A life lesson you cannot have one without the other. You cannot know a bad relationship from a loving one, everything is balanced.
~So here is my bumper sticker for today– I would make millions on people’s driving skills: No bees, No trees – no humans. It is better than my car is not a bull-eye for crappy driving skills. Hence, one of the reasons the car camera was invented, among others things.
~Home what is home? I like to think it is where dreams are made and it is a loving, supportive environment. This is not the case for most, and I think movies often portray it as something that it is or was not. Currently where I live is where I live. It is not home, and I have tried to make home for the time being. My childhood home was dysfunctional, and it was not until my life crashed in every way possible that I had to look at what I was taught and experienced that was affecting my life.
I have said that I knew that I was not from this planet, and along with that I always felt I was born into the wrong family. I still think it to this day, about how very different I am from my siblings, and have come to understand that it is not an outside thing for calling a house a home. It is what is on the inside that I consider home. If I can find home or peace within myself even when the crap is hitting the fan then home is the heart and not something that can really be made up to be a home, you are already home all the time.
We live in a world that places everything outside of us. Even the logo that “happiness comes in a box”, on what I call the duck trucks when they back up. Humor is the only way to get through life. Don’t get me wrong I have pretty rough days and if I said things are airy fairy well that is spiritual bypassing. That not really doing the work of understanding where behavior, thought, or belief is coming from.
~“If you want it done, you have to do it yourself”, Where is this thought, and the belief comes from, and why it is not necessarily the truth! I caught myself saying today. Why, I was frustrated at the fact some people were not doing what they should have been doing and resolving a situation. Being a Sag., I am get it done and move on. I don’t need to drag things out unless it is a conflict. Something I don’t enjoy or like dealing with someone is never going to get it, even explained in six degrees in any direction.
Where does this come from, first it is control, you are taking control, because if we trace it to childhood. That wonderful childhood with helpful parents did not exist. Somewhere on the planet they do and that is the true reality, we learned that if anything was going to change – you have to do it yourself because people were not around to help.
This creates over-dependence on that I can’t trust people to do what they say or should, could, or would be doing. Well, it is out of my control. And sometimes it is about allowing things to unfold because there could be something at work that we don’t see or understand. Surrender to the moment. Sometimes we need to step back and look at it differently. We live in a fast world completing for constant attraction to or distraction for our attention, because it is power in the moment.
Now if we were all robots, we could blame it on bad machinery. But we're not robots, we're humans, and when the robots take over and want human rights that is when we should be concerned. Also, learning that whatever created “ I have to do for myself” by control it, is from a space of needing help, be it situational, emotional, and or feelings. I can’t tell what was because I didn’t live your life. When learning about why we do things, then change happens because you realize and catch yourself. When we should be asking for help, stepping back, or having trust and faith in another person or even our Godself.
And if don’t know you are the god self-created by God and the rest of them were his messenger to let you know so and the holy trinity is the mother, father, the child – but that is another story.
Here is a question how will you know what the difference is between AI writing or painting versus a human writing and painting? I ask this question because I stop for food today and was kindly walked over to the kiosk to place my food order and I turn to the person and said no thank you, I will go elsewhere. It is coming whether we want it or not. That will brings its own problems!
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