I don't know if people realize it or not, but this Blog is named after the voice that all of us have within us. Mine just happened to be taken away as a child. I was told not to speak about things or questions, by both of my parents and by anyone that I was around, family or otherwise, like school or relatives. I have spoken about being like this since around age 4 but it could have been earlier, I just don't have memories to bring them forward. Beyond having these gifts, I can remember asking God on the way to school why no one saw the love around them. Which created a huge conflict most of my childhood life until I stopped questioning it. I did not grow up in a loving and supportive family, it was quite the opposite. I realized the other day that it has always has been chaos and fear.
And to know that we came from love and that all is love is the same view. When I state working through trauma like most people who come into this work, something happens. Life shifts and I have researched it to understand the how's and why. So when someone directed me to books and I had a name for what I naturally did. It created confusion because, unlike other people's experiences, I did not have a single moment that shift my perception. That was afterward and continues to this day.
I walked around all the time in what people call psychic, intuitive, and knowing, and some channeling too. Because I would just know things and never even thought about how I knew it. To the point, that I would be called to befriend people, know that I need to go to the library and so many other things that I just naturally did it. When I speak about trauma and clearing and processing it, which might seem like it overdone when I say it.
When my experienced amp up or I use the word online to explain going from happening to being a constant in 2003, it was not pretty. My world collapsed. The life that I had and the one I have now have been working through that process for twenty years now. In my research people speak that their world completely changed for the better. I did not have that. The more I try to understand the more it fell apart and the people in my life - seem to want to attack and abuse me or my children, and many times it was dangerous that these people actually wanted to cause physical harm to my children and myself.
So when these threats of physical harm and threats came at me, it was like my childhood all over again, which I thought that I had moved beyond, and everyday between psychic or intuitive information and threats for my safety, as well as my children, I was seeing my own darkness and the darkness that people carry around and put out in the world.
Hence why you are seeing the world's darkness, this is what people are releasing and what is being shown on a grand scale. I heard the veil is thinning and what that really means, I have no idea, other than being able to connect easier. So I going to explain like this: when you move something in the attic or garage and it has not been cleaned in a long time. The dirt and dust that is covering it, when you move that object it goes everywhere. What is under all that dirt and dust are the layers of lies, deception, control, abuse, etc. That has laid dormant.
And when one does not question who you are, what am I doing here on this planet or why I keeping encounter these things in my life, and whether I/you are truly coming from love or fear and experiencing some pretty horrific things. I started looking into it, is it karma, is programming, is thought based, as in belief, behaviors, and cultural? Is ancestry and family lineage. Is it a soul contract that we agreed to? I wish I could tell you it is a simple answer, but I cannot.
What I can tell you is that everything is God, source, the nameless and we are children of God, whether your a child or adult. There is no gender, color, culture or religion, or any separation between being a divine being and a part of god. There is no hell or damnation, or repentance in the way it has been told to us and used again us to fear and control, me, you, or us. It is just not so.
That is a manmade construct (matrix) to keep you thinking that you are not deserving of God's love or Love of God, that you have to pay or pray for sins when your birthright is to know that you are god's creation, who loves all of creation. There is not a single thing that is not God, source, universe, all-knowing, is, nameless. Every planet, sun, star, comet, bug, flower, tree, thought, and idea is of God. Along with that fact that we have a Galactic heritage too.
To what science often says, is junk DNA. God's creation does not make mistakes. If we were to consider for even a moment, that we are all God, regardless of our stories, to think we are just killing each, destroying the planet (still God), warring against who is right and wrong, what sex is that person or not. (Yes, I agreed there are certain things that children should be expected to understand at a certain age) But that is always something that is used against humanity too, that sex is a tool and that it is a spiritual union. Not that sexuality is used as a deviation of male vs female, sex trafficking, and perversion against women, children, and men. More even from the Fall of Adam and Eve - and someone asks me how did the world populate from even that ideology when clearly one question remains unanswered (Adam and Eve did they have sex when one came from the other). That maybe the reference is that we all are inherently male and female within the gene sequence, or that there has to be more to that statement of how the world was actually seeded or populated, which is hidden from us and the serpent in the story is actually kundalini of energy. (kundalini part I guessed-but Vedic teaches differently)
Now, if set aside the labels of psychic, intuitive, channel, healer, any gifts that we label as gifts and look at the fact that it is an innate ability laying dormant within the body or DNA, that has been altered or manipulated throughout the centuries of thousands of years to control humanity to not evolve or evolve at a slower rate that digresses, instead progressing at with all the new technology that exists or supposedly did not exist 100 years ago to where archaeologist find objects that are more advanced than what we told is on the planet now. These are questions that need answers. Why is it so hard to believe that were all god creation and love is the only truth, and that we should be asking the questions?
Why as a child I knew everything was love and was punished, threaten, and mistreated into submission with threats of fear or harm or abuse to control me and alter my thoughts to live in fear. When the world (avatars) of enlighten being have been speaking a different tune and who and what we are. By Avatars - Jesus, not a bible picture of. The Buddha, the ascended masters, in all walks of life in what is known as doctrines, in and on every continent. How these Avatars go back throughout history of recorded time to explain that very essence of who we are. This is why I do what I do.
And I question why is it was not taught from the beginning. How is it playing out on the world stage that we keep destroying the planet and ourselves, when the guides come through and say that the planet will never be allowed to destroy itself or the humanity that inhabits it! Even when I tell the guides that I can't take any more in and that my head wants to explode, I keep coming back to it. Again and again.
From how fear is used to control our mind and we are programmed into it - from Santa's not coming if you are not a good girl or boy or if don't stand in a straight line, or do as "I say", parents, bosses, family, the society. That we give other people more power to have more authority over us than we give to ourselves. Which is the point of remembering that you came from God, source, and universe to remember and create from that stance. Be the love that you are and the creation/creator being that you are/our more powerful than you been told!
Words are powerful. Thoughts create reality with exceptions, master the mind and your emotions. Take your back power.
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