9/07/26 Intuitive information

This has been delayed because I was not feeling up to it, as I have been processing the fact that I lost 80% of my hair from that allergic reaction to a supplement a few months ago, and looking for employment, as I support this blog solely, and why I chose a life of trauma and why I keep encountering the same obstacles. Along with a power surge that blew out my sound card in my little-over-a-year-old computer, and yes, it was on a surge protector. 

08/21/26

Hearing: Telegraph -not sure of the reference, as there is an online Telegraph News? 

8/22/26

Schism- split between people

Heard - Warlord? 

False flag

8/23/26

Up-tick in Mononucleosis (Mono), again on 8/28/26 because I questioned it, the first time.

Enamored - Natalie Harp - I am not sure if I got this before her strange obsession with the POTUS, as it is public now. 

Heard: 6 years post-COVID? 

8/24/26

I heard: Ok, Governor- with its UK female English accent. 

Greenhouse effect- I believe I have gotten this in the past. 

I heard: Coachella (I have to assume next year, April 2027) since it has already happened this year, or it is a point of reference in time. Since time really does not exist except as a human construct. 

I also find myself arguing in my sleep with someone nightly. 

8/25/26

Video games? Not sure of the reference, other than if you're a parent, you soon learn to regret this: the Xboxes, etc., as you watch your children/or adults lose their shit on game systems. This is where there is some influence to create maybe an illusion by the Military-Industrial Complex. You can Google it. To a perpetual narrative that there is always a war to fight, control, or aliens, not yet public, etc. 

8/26/26

Heard: Seek the Kingdom of God? Apply it as it fits. I am the messenger, and my understanding is that all is of God, regardless of what it looks like. 

So I got an inflection point again; I also got it 4-16-26. I asked for clarification because I got Schism above, both of which seem like a pivotal point without stating what the real meaning is. 

Carnival? I have not received clarity on the use of the reference to Carnival. 

Adaptogenic? 

Anything put in Fear- I heard this as the person who states this in channeling, which is Paul Selig; it seemed like I was sitting in the room with him. (in fully awake state)

8/27/26

The year 2029- 

So I kept hearing and saying: Hello Dolly over and over again. I can't remember if it was before or after Dolly Parton's passing, or if it was an acknowledgement that Dolly was in what you would call home, heaven, and/or not that weird stuff people post is inaccurate about being sacrificed. I even thought it was a song or a play at first, as there is both. * I got some type of tribute, homage, to her and life. 

I am adding this: I got Steady Fresh or StayFresh? ??? Sometimes it is not for me to figure out. 

8/28/29 example: I go to write the date and time, and jump to what I like to say that date. I have gone to appointments on the wrong day, or was it the right day, because it's supposed to be that way. This was before people became walking $ signs. Which reminds me of the song I Am Late, I am late for a very important date, when people are going nowhere. 

8/28/26 real date

Hip don't lie? Not sure if the song, as I heard it as a song clip, or a message. 

I also got the song from The Partridge Family: Come on, get happy- or the guides messing with me, or a true message of nostalgia 

I was watching a video, and I heard that the video in question is not real (can't remember what the video was about). Which I took a stance on, because I was like, can I watch the video without trying to live in what I call a mindpuck, Because, in the true sense of things, we are living a reality that we inhabit in a human form, and part of our consciousness is in it the body- experiencing life and, by soul contract, or soul blueprint, have incarnated into. There is a thought that if I can connect to higher consciousness, I will not experience negative or polarizing experiences when you live on the earth plane for that very purpose, along with the thought that if I vibrated always at love and light, there is also a notion that nothing is going to affect me. There is not one Master teacher who has walked the path of enlightenment, ascension, or otherwise without obstacles. 

I was meditating, and a woman spirit jumped in front of me, as I saw a lot of spirits jump right in front of me in my field of vision. This woman was wearing red and white diamond-patterned clothes like a harlequin. I first thought it was the Joker in a suit of cards or a clown, yet there was no hat. But this very loud outfit, almost proud of it. Message? My guess. I sensed that someone owned this outfit (God bless) and was like Here I am. Not caring one bit about what others thought of it. 

As I have spirit talk to me, not stating who they are, what they want, or that they don't realize they can speak English, I say You can speak English. " I wait, and nothing. As I than can't help them. 

Now I don't call out to spirits, and I don't contact them either. As I don't necessarily believe people who state they are channeling a famous person, one: is that if I am dead I going to the closest person to my family, not a random person. Second: as a person with these abilities, as we all have them, if I state I spoke to a famous person, and I cannot verify without doubt and with certainty that the information can be validated, there is no point. Also, it is not good ethics or practice, since you're dealing with people's emotions and memories. 

 Why I state this: I have been in dreams with people not so famous or had conversations with famous people with no recollection of what took place. I have been to a famous Chinese place around that Avenue of the Stars, watching two people order and eat in the restaurant and questioning, why am I here. I have been to a few other places where I questioned whether can they could see/sense me. This was with guides, not with me asking to be taken to places. 

Also, I don't believe it is a good idea to psychically remote view someone's or anyone's life; that's like having someone come to your home, go through your personal things without you knowing, and invade your psychic space. Now, this can happen if there is agreement between people or on a soul level, still by agreement. Our Government even uses these abilities to locate people or places, and train them/people. You don't like the use of cameras, Flock cameras, so why would you project yourself into someone's psychic space to access information? Do you not realize that privacy is currency at the moment? Even if it is clickbait by a creator or A!, someone is making money. So maybe you should be questioning what purpose does this serves and whether it is for the highest good. 

As I am questioning whether /mine/you/your freedom is on the line. Why do we have all those satellites, EMF, and are now build/ing data centers? To, as an example, We had a partial grid go down this week, and I am an hour or so in all four directions from a city, so as we sat in the dark, with no power, no AC and access to power that run all systems, as people fail to realize that water and plumbing/sewer work are on those system's, will centers continue to function as hundreds of homes have no power? As I watch my cell phone drain being on the charger at the time! And people who need medical equipment and have no backup systems in their homes or apartments for long periods of time. What can people actually do? And not be the overzealous prepper that came in with other lifetimes of trauma, past lifetimes, or planets with civilizations collapsed. Ergo, as the Atlantis example.  This with inflation, housing, and gas surges again: when or what needs to happen at this point.  This I may have to come back to, as I think that these are complex questions and do not have a simple answer.

8/30/26

Song: Turn and Look Away, by Chicago. message 

A wave of heart openings? 

Song: Blinded by the Light - Manfred Mann's Earth Band 

I say random things like: Alarmed and loaded vs locked and loaded

or Ironclad resolve? 

8/31/26 

Hollyweird, AKA Hollywood, CA. 

Arsenic Poison 2x's

9/01/26

Ready Preparedness _heard

9/04/26

Zion? Not sure if car Scion or Zion of other meaning; I did look it up, and I see that there is flooding in the Grand Canyon. Not sure why the guides were making me aware of it, or why the national park would stay open considering the flash flooding it was having. 

Fauci, Fauci, Fauci - As if someone saying are really that dumb? 

Song: Here I Go Again by Whitesnake  

09/05/26

Water will persist- as in flooding and movement.

I also think that there may be something unearthed by Grand Canyon flooding. 

I got Hagwood. 

9/06/26

Rules of engagement - Military? 

Solidarity- 

The saying: not selling a "wolf dressed in sheep's clothing"... metaphor, and bible context.

*I want to note for clarification that some people assume that people who are psychic, intuitive, or medium and channel have all the answers; we don't. Multiple timelines are moving in and out, or occurring at the same time, so for anyone to definitively say xyz is going to happen is only a probability.  The guides don't speak in terms of time, for all is happening at the same time from their point of view. When you focus on the would-have, could, and shoulds is a limitation to the present moment, as the future has not happened and the past is as likely as a minute ago. They ask that you take the information in, sit with it, digest it, explore it, discern it. That is all. 

I will give an example: You, as a spirit/soul in a human body, have an entire soul history out side of the life that you current know; you were born with a birth chart, with alignment to planets, birth family, and into an ancestry, with soul contracts to what you would learn, experience in this lifetime, and express as a personality; you have conceive ideas based what you have learned so far or not, as you only know what know. If you knew the probability of every event to come and go, the likelihood is that the experience would not be experienced without soul growth or understanding. You came to grow your soul and in wisdom, not to be petulant (someone who is childishly sulky, bad-tempered, or easily annoyed, especially over small and unimportant things. [1, 2, 3]). All growth is growth, none the wiser. 

Sorry if there is any errors, as it is doing weird stuff while typing it. As I write it old-school and type it up, more information comes in.  

8/22/26 Intuitive and Me

I am going to stop writing:  heard, hear, saw, see, smell, sleep, (taste) unless it is directly from the guides. These are all basic current clairvoyance that are known or discussed. Not widely discussed in telepathy: bilocal, OBE/astral travel, Blending (not sure of the technical term). In shamanism, there is a soul journey where two people or more can enter other space-time, maybe, and be the observer of the past life or, as you see in your mind what they are also encountering; not sure if there is a term for this either, as well as dream walking.  These things that I have experienced, and never trained for, along with what I believe is remote viewing. Some of this overlaps in verbiage: OBE/Astro, dream walking, maybe bilocal too, soul journey, and remote viewing. 

 8/14/26

Web Weaver song? or Hawkwind Band- message maybe 

* I previously wrote about a rat-tail haircut; I also got a sweatshirt with cut-off sleeves. I was not sure if the two were connected. - I believe if someone is reading this, it is connected to them. Am I completely sure? No, because people make claims about their relatives, but it can be about more than just one person with this description. It would be a black sweatshirt. 

8/16/26

Romania 

Something Paramount? Important

8/17/26

Lake Titicaca 

A Substrate - ie: layer of the planet: dirt, rock, sediment (this word has multiple meanings) 

United Kingdom (saw it as UK)

8/18/26

True crimes - not sure of use, as in a true crime, crimes against humanity, a show, or otherwise.

Unpenned - not written down; stories, poem, not confined? 

ET- not the movie

Recently I had what I believe was an experience of being on the deck of a UFO, AFO, spaceship where I witnessed the blackness and stars through a large window. Not a NASA  spaceship- nothing in comparison.  If you watched S4 - not even close to it. 

Does it scare me? No humans scare me. 

I also had a dream that I was leaving and walking away from multiple different beings/ET's; not one looked like the other. 

8/19/26 

Judge Meyer? 

Smelled wood smoke; I know that there are fires all over the planet, both natural and manmade. These disasters will continue until we stop destroying the planet and learn to work together. Includes Water, earthquakes, volcanoes, mudslides, natural, man-made- anything that could be conceived as an act of God, yet not God. As the planet has always gone through changes and will continue to do so. 

8/20/26

Effigy- ie; a mock dummy, model, or sculpture that looks like a person (protest maybe) 

8/21/26

Before waking: "medicine" changing ( not indicated how) 

Yesterday saw the word Peter Salt- not sure if it's a person or my guides/ me being dyslexic at times, and it is Petre Salt, which is a compound in food, pyrotechnics, fertilizer, and explosives. I have a theory on dyslexia, and it is my theory is not supported by anything valid. That our natural ability is to be a telepath, mind-to-mind, heart-to-heart, and we spent more time off-planet than on, or it is soul choice, and it can be childhood trauma/accident to the brain, etc.  But like anything in life, we deem it as bad, wrong, not the right way by ourselves or told we're different, or something wrong with you. Show me a person perfect, and I will show you a lie. 

8/22/26

So I was scrolling and looking at Images of YT creators, not their titles, but the images seem comical or strangely distorted. This is not looking/listening at the actual content, but at the visual graphs of what is presented. This is not all videos, but enough to question its use. I am not even sure I am explaining this correctly, like a bad book cover photo, movie cover, or what. To question: is there a filter, overlay, A!, or editing that is making it look unnatural? I am just observing it and questioning whether it is being used to confuse the eyes, and you can't tell the real from the fake. I wrote about this before. Where humanity will need to challenge what they are witnessing, hearing, and viewing with tech and A! I want to use the word simulation, but a complex concept that I don't completely understand, to even write about it. 

This is, of course, is based solely on the fact that many are always on their devices. A! and algorithms have been used longer than we think, as they are presented. Along this line of thought, I question even more today than before the many presenters of spiritual teaching, because everyone seems to have their own way of explaining the hows and what is going to happen, most of which I have never gotten, as in events.  This is me and not the guides, as I am always the skeptic, and  I  am always questioning the material and what people say, and what the guides say, always. I, for one, have not walked the loving, blissful path but rather into ugly things. To question whether it is the soul blueprint, belief, or trauma. To what the hell am I really doing at this point? Where is it going, because I have no intention at this point for this work. 

As in, I just got me Schism- split or division between people. It is one of the reasons that I define here.

Why I was given it is questionable because I don't think people are unified collectively, and not sure humanity is even capable of it, to be honest. I even argue this in my sleep at this point, to whomever, or whatever. To question my own walk through life: why I choose what I have? In reality, people make decisions on what they do or don't know, and I am not an expert in any of it and will never claim that I do, for I am always looking for answers to life, in my personal life, and whether I will be doing this work next week or next month. 

I created this Blog because the information was bigger than me, and that I knew that if only one person understood what I was writing, that they would not feel crazy, overwhelmed, or just wtf in a world that has no idea who they are. As I given a image a droplet, my image is bigger;  that of a droplet (the size of a nickel) has more love in it, as in you are love, and is more valuable than all the gold in the world. That, as a childhood trauma taught me, what I thought, or think, or even said was not important enough to express who I was. This is my trauma, as a person of few words unless it has a point to convey. I may be oversharing at this point. But why not! I can't pretend that I have the answers, only more questions, as a student of life. 

As in, my over-independence and needy, are recent additions to my growing shadows work that show blind spots, from childhood of not feeling safe to the love-fear dynamic via attachment to parents who, by the way, grew up with the same love-pull-fear of the past. This is why living in a world that is safe versus one of fear, when so much more can be achieved. No, the name of the game is fear, from parents to you to your children, etc.. Keep you in fear to control your mind, from devices to your perception of people. Rightfully, so some people are nuts. When people mirror the darkness of the past through the eons of time, playing the part and showing where we are misguided. Maybe the battle is not with the outside world, but within us. Conditioned by the external world to believe that we are not as powerful beings, but mere ferals without the thought to reflect or project higher wisdom, for we don't seek it by questioning our own beliefs. 

Side note: I previously wrote about A! and, liking it to the dot-com bubble, I want to clarify that I don't see it going away- one that assists and the other to manipulate- by itself, which can and will integrate itself in 3-5 years; roughly could be sooner.  Like anything on this planet, we either use it or abuse it. Since we live on the planet of polarity, the question is often: at what point does it end? One that grows or one of control. 

Heard Bifurcation - splitting or dividing a single body, line, or process into two branches. 

I am again questioning the guide's use of the word. I may have to come back to this at another point. Because it indicated separation, yet it does not explain what exactly it is, as we don't live on a unified planet. We are already separated by so many things to even mention. 

Oh, this too: Bulk buying, burning books, and A! I like books and don't like knowing that they we're destroying them to feed a machine, much like the many times the Library of Alexandria has been destroyed. This is why our real history and soul feel a disconnection; not that you can never be disconnected, even in death. Well, for the people who think that they cash in, Karma, karma, karma. Universal laws - cause and effect. No deed or action goes unnoticed. This is another example of Power from the past, present, to future that dictates what is controlled by the few and not the masses. History repeating itself. 

8/15/26 What if A!

 What if A! video takes over YouTube, or any platform? How to tell (YT only). If you click on it and it does not have an AI icon already, and you're not sure if it is real, click on the creator's name and see when the account open date is and the number of videos. Any creator/s will tell you that 57 videos in 30- 60 days, or even fewer videos, is improbable based on the upload time for the creation of it without a team of people. I am not writing to create fear but awareness. That many of A! videos, whether there are true creators behind them or not,  are not doing any real work other than pulling data, whether it is true or not. And because humans don't have a level of awareness or discernment, and it is not necessary being objective or analytical, by truly questioning the material presented.  And the genre does matter. What is more disturbing is that A! videos are generating money on views, whether by people, bots, or Google itself. Who is to say, really, what is what? Kinda like a bank paying itself for itself. We are already seeing fake videos of big creators falling into this as they are superimposed onto the images, putting their means and credentials at risk, by a fake persona of other people's work. 

 This is my thought, not based on any psychic information but on observation of what I see happening.  

In the past, I have written something along these same lines about fake images, via media, news, etc. Whether humanity would have to learn to tell the difference between fake images, much like fake news. I am going to forecast something: what big tech does realize at some point, they will also not be needed. Like the dot-com bubble before it, it will pop! 

8/15/26, 8/05/26 Intuitive information

 8/03/26

Hearing: We're Not Going to Take It- by Twisted Sister - this is a message. 

Because I questioned it against people being fed up, and was told it is a message. 

Heard:  Donald Trump? 

Saw the words Polish, German? 

8/04/26

Heard: Trombone? Several times.

Heard:.... Something like cross the Mississippi? There is a song by Eddie Rabbit??

Heard: Entropy - I've gotten this before; not sure if the reference is for thermodynamics

Hearing: Sonar- not sure if it is naval or air ( I sensed it as a Submarine)

Image/Dream: Two people- one realizes that someone has thrown coins in the grass and is picking them up. Maybe it's a child who thought they hit the jackpot. Message, maybe as in a memory. 

8/05/26

The names: Darnell and Desmond; not sure if it's the same spirit speaking or two individual people. I tell the spirits that without validation of something, they are just names, which is not always helpful, because people want to know that loved ones are ok. In fact, they are better than ok. 

8/15/26 It has been a rough two weeks with the Lion gate and eclipse energy. 

Heard: Finding your true north- metaphor as in looking within yourself and questioning what you believe, regardless of outside conditions. Not what others have said or claim, as in being normalized, and question everything. 

8/07/26 

Aperture- I believe this is a metaphor. I suggest looking it up, as it is outside of the reference of a camera; for this is like walking around with blinders on and not seeing the bigger scope of things. This is not being solely focused on the doom and gloom of things, as they are not as they appear. 

8/08/26

Heard: Something unprecedented? 

Heard: Rat Tail- I don't think this is a physical rat tail, more like a haircut that something would have had. As in, remember when had that rat tail. Message

08/09/26

Heard: Borano or Borama? Boramo is in Somalia/Ethiopia

Heard: Apogee- highest point in orbit, and earth where an object like the moon or satellite is from the planet. 

I have previously spoken about the movement of people (not by the act of war) invading and straining other countries; I have gotten follow the money. Meaning that these organized events. 

8/10/26

Storm Sitter

The Unspoken One- What we refer to as God? Not Jesus, not Buddha, not Krishna..the One above, no other. Why I got this is a whole other question. 

I heard it about to AMP up? 

8/11/26

Sleep cells

Something Military

Göbekli, Turkey

Heard: Float like a butterfly and sting like a bee? Famous quote, a message, 

8/12/26

Sang- not a name, ?? 

Heard: Let Freedom Ring- this is a faith song- maybe a message. I kept hearing it over and over- Let Freedom Ring. I was like, what the pickle against what is happening out in the world, when trying to stay grounded in neutral and as an observer.  

Artemis? 

8/14/26

Lake effect

Central Bank, aka the Federal Reserve. 

8/05/26 Intuitive information - Faith over Fear

 7/29/26

Heard Sistine Basilica = this is the third time.

7/30/26, 8/01/26

Heard- Higher Love - Steve Winwood - 

I saw it as a word:  Telluride? Not sure if it's the City or vehicle? 

Hearing- Star Wars - here we come!

Hearing: Something between Gemini? Stars, or the Zodiac Sign - 

Heard: Disambiguate - meaning to remove confusion, unclear words, phrases, or ideas, to make it easy to understand. 

Heard: the theme song for Star Trek - It's a Strange New World, the original.  

8/02/26

Heard: Ionosphere- upper part of the Earth's atmosphere, an electrically charged region. (Earth Grid? )

Heard: European? 

Dreamtime- right before waking, I was shown a car, not a truck or SUV, that was candy apple red, looking like Medium size car with the words Raidrs, Raids on the sides of it. I thought it was an EMS emergency vehicle. I also thought it was connected to the Raiders football team, but their colors are black and silver.

Heard: Tales of Two Cities - Charles Dickens, "Paris and London", French Revolution. ??? 

Heard -Nikola Tesla? His work? 

Heard: Poas - 2x's Volcano

Book the cross my path: Treasure Islands: Tax Havens and the Men who Stole the World

Hearing release what you have. 

7/28/26 Intuitive Information

 7/24/26 

Earth changes 

As a side note: For people who don't know that insurance does not cover Natural events, there may be a clause for purchasing additional insurance, per the insurance policy. Due to the frequency of events around the world. I suggest knowing where important stuff is, or securing it. This is the USA. 

Pharmaceutical

7/25/26

The Name Angelique? 

Heard:  Raise the Bar? 

Heard 7/25/, 7/26/26 Dissidence  -a public disagreement against 

7/26/26

Tronbow, or trimbow  - My first thought was that this was a jumbo tron? I really have no idea what this is. 

Heard: What's good for the goose is good for the gander. (equality, no double standards) 

Hearing: Let's Zhuzh, zhuzh it up. Message (female) specific I felt like I was the presence of Zsa Zsa Gabor..Similar personality. means: Zhuzh (also spelled zhoosh or jeuje) means to make something more stylish, lively, or attractive through a small adjustment, improvement, or addition. 

7/27, 7/28/26

Heard: Squander 

Heard NSA - National Security Agency 

Seismic Activity again. (This was the day before the Japan earthquake )

Vatican

Two songs, Chicka Wow, wow and Chicka Boom, boom?  Two very different songs! 

Heard the House of Windsor.. 

Heard the Trump Administration 

Song: The Rivington, Papa Oom Mow, mow ... is original 
Artist, yet the Beach Boys also covered it. Message  

7/29/26

Hearing: All will be exposed 

Heard "The Band" a song: Up on Cripple Creek- Message maybe 

Image of Deer (buck) hit a fence, stuck in fence? 

07/24/26 Spiritual misunderstanding (channeled)

 All the teachers who have walked this planet have never spoken of living in a higher dimension; all the wisdom that has come to this planet is about you being here now. Not off-planet, traveling the aethers, or even space. It's about remembering who you are in this physical reincarnation. That you are the Gods, not just people, thinking that only they (master teachers) or religion can give you answers, or that you can not access them yourself. Or that there is one direct path. 

Spiritual teachers did not just sit around waiting on information to come to them. They went out into the world to teach, yet the builders, designers, artists, various institutions of medical, health, and safety, and the farmers are just as spiritual as the next person. For all function as a unit, not as separate or in separation, and no one is less needed than the other. The trash still needs to be taken care of, the builders still need to build bridges, buildings, roads, and rails, food needs to be grown to eat, as well as water to clean yourselves and your clothes, and nourish the body.  The sick and poor need to be provided for because your systems has enough. Stop believing what you have been told and listen to your own heart and learn if that is what is needed. Change what is not working; airplanes did not fly the first time, nor the car run the first time. Stop believing things are impossible when nothing is impossible, for it already exists.  

7/24/26 Manifesting, grifter, Get rich scheme and being a Sovereign being

 Firstly, you're a Sovereign being having a human experience on Earth, as consciousness and awareness in form of everything "exists". If you want to manifest anything, it begins with questioning your belief about the thing that you're trying to manifest, and there are a whole lot of grifters who will tell you get-rich schemes to become what?  Rich, wealthy, an extravagant lifestyle above what you can envision. By the way, people who have great wealth are consumed by the need for it, to have it, keeping, to the point of power, control, manipulation, wars, greed, and back-hand deals, and even psychosis.  And everyone seems to have cracked the code. It's more than wishful thinking; it can be that way, but I have only seen it when an innocent child (or was it intuition as precognitive) has done it or when no blocks remain in the way of the object. If you're not willing to figure out your beliefs regarding what you want, let's say, money. Money is not the only material wealth. 

You have to question all your beliefs about money: what you learned from your parents, what you were taught or not taught, what did your grandparents faced, what your great-grandparents faced in the same bloodline, money-wise, culture belief - from the first to the ninth generations of immigration, since you are the extension of generations and Lineages. Where are you spending your own money? Because no one seems to know how to make coffee these days without crossing the parking lot with themselves or a vehicle to nearly take people out for it. (that whole addiction question or consume question): Do you know how to save money, spend wisely, invest wisely? Do you understand that money is energy! Are you doing it to or for keeping with the status quo ( a program) of, or trying to prove something about yourself to others that you have not resolved within yourself? If you're doing it for the outer part of the world, it will always fail or lead to madness. Even the bible has 2,000 entries about money and the pursuit of it. This is not about religion per se, because Churches are their own business entity, classified as loops disguised. Churches and Kings through history, all over the world. Pick your dynasty!

You can visualize, imagine, create vision boards, dream about, as in day dreaming, what it would be like, feeling or pretending....without taking action. Doing this by not questioning yourself about what you really think about, or what is needed, as actionable action. Where does the need come from, because all ads are geared toward you, the consumer, and your data? Cha-Ching! Is Money or anything for/to improve yourself or humanity, because 85% percent, or better of the world would like to live a very different life than the one that they have, yet do not question their own truths about themselves. Do you think people who live in poverty, homelessness, illness, disabilities, or ravaged areas by war or catastrophes, the elderly, violence, and a whole lot of other things don't want to manifest a better life? Why do we have people moving from country to country to put stress on other places for many reasons, migrating, yet what you think is always with you, because you are the manifester of it. Moving may change the conditions but does not change the thought behind it. 

As I am thinking about it, do you even want to surround yourself with those types of people because they would be you, just in a different body, with the same or similar mindsets. You could go buy the dress or suit and wave in front of the mirror, and there you are. Sorry! As guides, I saw an image of it. At the same time I handed a notice that rent is proposed to go up, I think for what nothing has changed, and in fact the same problems that exist here are not dealt with properly. But isn't that what we are taught: what you think does not matter; just shut up and follow the others' mentality. 

This, of course, is not telling me what to do, as it may seem like it is.  This is me directing your thinking and feel for yourself. You have to become that which you seek. If you want love, be love, by loving yourself. Money: understand money; want a Better a better world, become better people, seek to change it. Prices skyrocket- stop buying stuff, find a different way. 

"As you are your own truth" 

7/18/26 Intuitive information

 7/18/26 

Heard - Here Comes the Sun by the Beatles - Message

Heard- Entrop 3x's Things to go from organized and concentrated to messy and scattered over time. Heard 7/17, 7/18/, 7/19

7/19/26

heard? Vernacular- A natural everyday language or dialect spoken by ordinary people in a region or community. I am not clear as to what they  (guides) are referring too. Since nowhere on the planet do we all have the same speech or dialect. Not even within the same state. 

Heard Barren land - Wasteland, desert

I heard .... Basilica? I am not sure why they dropped the first part of what "Basilica". It was said twice to me like a whisper. Did someone talk too loudly in a Basilica? 

7/20/26

Heard Big Wheels keep on turning- Message,  I believe, it is the Creedence Clearwater version. 

Heard- Betty Ford Clinic? 

Heard- Motorway - This apparently overseas, as in the US, these are highways here, and it is like playing Frogger (the frogger part is me, or is it?)

Sidenote: Have you ever seen an image in something, as in a rock, trees, I want to say clouds, but I've seen people change them with their mind. Maybe see an image of an animal, word, or face. And thought, why am I seeing this? Or am I seeing this? Or as an example, look it up as a plausible explanation! Really, you have to self-interpret what it means to you. You can look it up- as I see a bear, black, standing, etc.. There is a whole language of symbolism, totems, and numbers that the guides will use to get your attention.  They mean something or nothing, but when you want proof of the existence of something, and even for proof of the strangeness of things. I said as a Joke,  a long time ago, send me roses. Well, three days later, I was changing sheets and got an entire bedsheet of roses.  I was like, wait, what? I did not ask for a boutique or single rose; I said roses, and got the roses. Regardless of whether I had a bedsheet, it was a lesson in perception, contact, and maybe manifesting, too. Before that was really a thing! People want all these big things, yet take no workable action. There are also trillionaires, billionaires,  and millionaires on the planet. Is that what you want? I don't want to see their next life or several; you don't have just one, and it's over.  That is Dogma. 

People want contact or manifestation, which are similar yet different. Two of the biggest blockages are your beliefs and fear. I always say to ask for protection, not because you need protection, but because people are careless with their thoughts and actions.  

People will ask why? Anything? Yet, are you or another holding yourself responsible for the highest action or outcome? See it not out there; it is within you. To deprogram yourself from what you've been told. Look at the World Cup; people traveled expecting what they were told, yet that was not their experience. Not that some of the things they were told do exist, not just the way it was told to them by the media. Social programming, conditional programming. 

Another thing that someone has asked me about ET experiences (not during sleep), but when I am wide awake, is why I don't take pictures. First off, depending on your experiences in life, you are either in ahh or what the pickle. And for the exception of one, ok two incidents, they are minutes, seconds as if time stops, yet it does not. And when you realize to use the camera, it's normally over. I also wear glasses to see up close, so focusing and trying to take a picture of a spaceship and a helicopter at a distance is a little challenging. As well, people are still nope not seeing it, not real, not happening, you're crazy, etc. 

7/20/26-continued

Heard - Toradol? or Toroidal Field? One is physics, and the other is Medication?  I suggest looking it up, as I am aware of toroidal field with regard to the Earth and energy body. Not that either is separate from the human body. 

Heard - Istanbul? 

Rock the Casbah? 3x's heard -Not sure if it meant for the song, movie, or metaphoric..! I think it's the song, as I heard it again today, 7/23/26. 

Hearing a A "blip on the radar" refers to a brief, unexpected event or a minor issue. Originating from military radar screens—where a tiny, fleeting dot signals a detected object—the phrase has evolved into everyday slang to describe something small and temporary that doesn't significantly impact the bigger picture. [1, 2, 3] You can look it up for expanded contextual use. 

Mitch McConnell - not sure why I was given this since I don't follow politics, and most know that a matter of time before he passes. I also keep getting McConaughey with this. Take it for what it is. I am just the messenger. 

7/22/26 

Heard: What wah Watusi - it's a dance, via YouTube. Message

Heard: Bangladesh - this has come up before in the past. 

Hearing the word: Something does not add up. 

Hearing: Gods Among people- I am not clear on the Guides reference or usage. Since all are part of God anyway. 

Heard: Serve & indentured servant? 

I also woke up from a dream: This could be something or nothing. I was in a Car or SUV; a man asked me about a missing person named Cody. As I had been driving and stopped by this man, I said, I saw him in the bar playing Music; I saw him as the lead in a band, as I just left the bar before being stopped. 

7/23/26

Something about a debrief? 

I heard or was asked about how we "measure success", as if it was a question?  I asked whether this was a direct question or statement. As I don't think I was asking the question of the guides. This requires some follow-up. 

The right to revise. I previously wrote to follow people who have been teaching for a long time, as they have walked the path. I was informed, and I was reminded, that it is not completely true, necessarily, as I knew as a child, with all its calamities and injustices. That it will be new children being born with the instant knowing, to be the forerunners. As many have not even been born yet.  I do have apprehension even stating this because we all have a responsibility to evolve ourselves, with free will, of course, because we are a free-will planet. 

07/07/26 Intuitive Messages -

 7/07/26 

Breast milk women - females would have problems producing breast milk, or infertility. I previously posted a few years back, and I'm struggling to find it. This is not the first time this has happened, yet we are in a retrograde that messes with technology, communication, and contracts. But another person who does astrology for a layman, like myself, who knows nothing about astrology, speaks about his own prediction of three plus years ago with males, and the chemicals that are creating problems, too. It is connected to Jab. This date, 10/07/21, is when I posted. There is a reference to jab, not infertility.

2028- I keep wanting to write 2028 - it is a 3-year number, which is 2 years from now.

So I previously wrote Dodo bird, the strangeness of things, I was watching a random movie, and they said something about the Dodo bird. Now, the likelihood of the word Dodo bird showing up in a movie that had nothing to do whatsoever with a Dodo bird is highly unlikely, as it is one of the signs used by the guides to inform me that they are around. I have even questioned this because I said to them how do I know that it's a message, instead of confirmation? This only comes with practice, which I still ask for.

I said, they're just "flapping their yapper!" I have never in my life said this wording. So this is why it's a message to someone.

Messenger? I keep writing.. !!!

7/08/26 I got this! Take it for what it is - Via China- because corporations sent manufacturing overseas, they destroyed themselves.

7/09/26

Black dome- I was shown a black dome, I called it goop! Why I call it that is another question. But here it is. I also showed this long orange tube thing during sleep. I have no idea what it was, and I even said I can't be concerned with what that is. It seems like a worm thing, not on this planet.

This is something that I got, and not sure why, but here goes. I showed via my own arm whether it was blood work or an addict. Not clear as to why. This was on 7/02/26. I did not post to see if it showed up.

Big Tech, Epstein Network of his Financial Network, Thiel - I asked if we should be concerned I got yes. We tend to think it's just the elites, but a small number of people are coming up in power, too.

Prodigal Son, I heard the Prodigal Son - I am not sure of the reference, whether it is biblical or modern usage.

You put a Spell on "me", hearing as if someone is saying to someone, not the song. As there are several versions of the song, with word rearrangements. (This is an attraction, as I am picking someone, which is misread.)

7/10/26 I heard Hum, hum, hum, duh? - (meaning: it that obviously) This could also be huma, huma, huma - as someone's personal slang - message

Elon Musk- ?

The number 30, Whistleblowers - I was told I did not need to write it down, but here it is anyway.

7/11/26

Holograph, heard. -"I sense Sony." Why? Because I remember years ago seeing something they created, like Star Trek's holographic holodeck that could project a person, which we see in various movies. I did a quick search and saw this instead, "Sony’s Spatial Reality Display." I'm not a techy, but it reads your eye movement and what is its doing with the information, since most people have facial expressions, as well as eye expressions. And for years, they have been trying to impose facial software on us, tag us like animals. I had not so recently filed paperwork for unemployment to cover my derriere, and before filing, knowing that I would not qualify. I had to file for a digital ID and facial recognition. Since our data is used to trade for more or less money at this point. 

 Not that people fail to see money is only real if you go to the bank with its green linen paper and thread, I feel I keep seeing things from the movie "Minority Report". This could go into the matrix, stimulation theory, and that we are all one big thought of creation, as we are creation, simultaneously living in organic stimulation. I am reading a book that poses this, and it has been said by my guides that humans are not to integrate themselves with technology, as we are the technology. I only briefly questioned it at the time, as I assumed I just channeled it. At the time, knowing that technology implants were being done to help with mobility, hearing, seizures..etc.. This paragraph is speculative on my part. But then again, things like Neuralink are really reversed engineer of ET technology. 

Sidenote: AI describes via Google: "A holograph is a document—such as a will, deed, or letter—that is entirely written in the handwriting of its author." I checked via Webster and etymology, and it is apparently right; a holograph is considered a document signed with a signature. I feel like this has changed somewhere over the years, because I have never referred to a document as a holograph.  "ie: Sir, can you sign this holograph," !!!

Air- space?

Statis- something in statis? I am sure of the reference because there are different usages for the word.

Meteors

7/12/26

Song I say a little prayer for you.

7/13/26

Again, Taro (tarot), any title that begins with taking revenge is not spiritually aligned, even if it is used as clickbait, or wishing harm, or creating harm. As words are powerful. Your thoughts, even unexpressed, can create harm. (This is not over-diligent to watch every thought, as some people take things to extremes) You bang your toe, it fricken hurts. Sometimes, you say ouch before you actually feel it. Then say or think, "Did that really hurt that much?" Yet, never question it, as to why you say ouch anyway?

Added, I am sure if the example below clearly explains what I am trying to say: Ok, I not sure how to explain this: Taro, if you are wanting or seeking information on the ex, or relationship, revenge, judgement, they did you dirty, these titles are all out of alignment, and there are far more titles used to hook you. These are mirrors or projections of self or another, depending on the information that you're looking for from others.

Not sure about this, if is good example, this is what came first before the above. For example, you walk in somewhere, and people are already talking; it may have nothing to do with you, and the room gets quiet, or you pass by, and people are chattering between themselves. And as a sensitive, unknowingly (this is not to say that all are not sensitive, some more than others), consciously or unconsciously, because you never thought about what it is to you, you are picking up the energy. You're not crazy, as someone may have told you. You are energetically picking up energy information or even telepathically sensing. You may or may not hear the words, but you feel the energy. There does not even need to be chatter; you feel the room, you feel the space, you feel joy or anger, or a fight. You may unknowingly choose where you sit based on the emotions of the room or place. Call it empathic, sensitive, safety for some, or vulnerable. You have been told it is not true, to the point of dismissing it.

Next time, pay attention to what you feel in your body, listening to it. If you can't process what your sense it for reasons like you're in a meeting, interview, school, etc, write it down, or take a note of it, to yourself. You have the ability to think, feel, and review it later. The more you sense things, you're tuning in to your own intuition. If you walk into somewhere and it feels like chaos or overwhelming energy, and you can't remove yourself. Silently asked to be shielded and protected from the energy. What is really happening is telling yourself to pull your energy so as to not be a walking antenna. Things like a funeral, wedding, or celebration are not going to feel the same way. You've been taught to show up or perform based on expectations and not listen to what you're feeling in the body, sensing, hearing, smells, and visual - four basic clair/clear senses, which there are more than just four. Telepathic, clear knowing, psychometry, out of body, via astral projection, remote viewing, precognition, Clear tasting, telekinesis, etc. Most people use their intuition unknowingly, and without thought, and their is whole x, y, z generations eterra, asleep at the wheel or their own helm.

7/14/26

Russia

Interstellar

Bilderberg influence?

7/15/26

Song: What about Love? Haddaway - message maybe, 3x times 7/15, 7/16, 7/17

hearing - Sonic? Not sure of usage. Sonic Boom?

7/16/26

Guides: No religion of the world will give you what you seek- no book, no divine order, no divine system. You are what you seek.

So within, so without..you are the inner and outer.

This line of questioning came about as I questioned people seeking a guideline of sorts to follow, such as a book, etc.

7/17/26

Thick as Thieves- heard

Hearing Rollin, rollin, - Tina Turner Fan ?

07/01/26 The journey - (I feel like I am on repeat)

(also on another Post) - Everything is a spiritual journey, you just don't know it or remember it as such. 

Since many people say to me and question the whys and hows? The following is a rough breakdown. I have walked through my life up until 33 or 34, until someone said to read Sylvia Browne's books, which then went into codependency, adult children of alcoholics, neglect, verbal abuse, and narcissism.  I had never put two and two together, and this was far beyond the information that was around, at the time, and now, much less spoken about publicity.  

I had no idea that there were even books available to read on the various subjects, or why no one bothered to say anything to me, or direct me. As it was still very outside the norm. I should clarify that the guides tried to guide me at times, but I did not understand, remember, or know what I was looking for. As with anyone, we're trying to figure out life, fit in, when we don't, because we came in born into a broken system to begin with. I have always known I'm different, and stopped talking about things when I could verify it, or it upset people, told I was wrong, or a gamut of things that are used to control a person. 

2004, 1st realizing that information available, trying to control it, to protect myself from it, because it was as if I was an open door for all of it. Trying to record what I was seeing and experiencing, as I was not actively writing it down. An Ex that showed his true self with the birth of our son, to a Jekyll and Hyde syndrome, or Narcissus. Raising two small children, and actively searching for answers, so as not to think I was crazy or delusional. It is one thing to experience here and now, but to be in constant influx every day, night, every moment, and not know what to do with it, or turn it off, or have help with it.    

2007 -2nd Directed to a medium's event, where my Mediumship was blown open, again. 

In 2011, I experienced a rather husky man's voice, which opened the door to Channeling. Which helped create this Blog, because I realized that it's bigger than myself. 

At the end of 2011, I was again assaulted by some of my family after an event that happened with another sibling. Called an EX to assist, who then made a bad situation even worse. Toward that end, in 2012, of living under the toxicity of control, threats, and eventually, again assaulting me, to flee for my life and with my children, who created a hostile environment for them and me. To spend the next few years moving from shelter to shelter, to transitional housing, to then housing. 

2012-2013 Courts and Judges - spending the next 20 months trying to pull my life back together, fighting to get my son back, and that the judge club had another idea of what a contempt order is vs. child custody is, when you leave the county where you live, not the state. Creating an almost impossible court order, with a lack of personal transportation and pick up/arrangement agreement, considering the previous assaults and threats of taking my son away from me, as it looked that they trying to sever my relationship, and pleading with the supreme court to flipped back to the lower court the mishandling of violating laws in place. Putting both my other son and me in a strange space, and tearing apart our family of the last eight years, and continuing on for the next ten years, to this day. 

2016 Three years later, forced to put my other son out, again, by the system in place, or be homeless because my other son turned a legal adult, and he had not decided what he wanted to do in life, and because of the courts, ex wanted more money when I wasn't even working full time because of custody agreement to keep my parental rights and basically treatment as criminal instead shared parenting that was joke, and on-going courts issues with not one ex but two. Because I did learn that lesson the first time. 

Empathic, Boundaries, balance, rest, and integration... purging - these are all ongoing processes. 

2016-2022 Cried every day for the first eight years, not only for one child, but two, and my own life as to what the fuck happened to my life. So if my writing is jaded at times, I have every right to, rightfully so, have that emotion, considering I have been fighting for my life, for maybe the entirety of it. When looking back at all of it. From the earlier memories to the forgotten memories. All, trying to return to a life prior to with all the spiritual stuff happening, or creating a new life that had things in it that I couldn't even think of on my own. I read more books than I can mention, videos, lectures, shamans, hypnosis, Reiki, Psych classes, psychology books, and human darkness within myself and others. Ghost, spirits, Ets, and walking angels, in the form of humans to unseen ones. I have an entire file cabinet in my head, and that's not even close to explaining things. This does account for trying to put me in jail, counselors trying to drug me, a few times, take my driver's license away, countless hours wasted in courts, and the public transit system. Having the sheriff officer walk me into the parking lot for fear of life, or the countless car accidents, or people trying to run me over in their car, or off the road. (And I still sometimes wake up in tears.) 

I could even tell how many times this very page has been written, several times over, to question the meaning of it, all. The still, but real broken relationships, that still are not healed from the fallout of the over two decades looking for answers in myself, books, teachers, etc. To have people ask me what I think I am supposed to be doing with it. I say I have no idea, because my heart can't take much more, and it certainly has not been easy or fun, and working a 3d job has been a sea of toxicity of egos with numerous nameless people. To how do I start over again, when neither world is producing a life for me? One, I can unashamedly say I had had enough of both, and out of ideas. This raises real questions about manifestation without real action taken. As it is as individual as everyone's path. 

Post on another page, because it is that important. Also, something that is mistakenly presented is that one day we all wake somewhere else, or everything with change over night, which is incorrect, as it is a progression of events. Whereas I have gotten years of points in time, up to 2050, from 2026 through 2032, to 2040, and it seems there is a gap from 2040, (2042 just got) -2050. That is a 25-year expansion plus, give or take. Anyone truly doing this work has been doing it for 30 years or better years. 

As I hear from my guides to let it go, and I am like, I have years still of unprocessed crap, and I'm supposed to just let it go, and where is the hole big enough to bury it for good! You would think that all that I've been through, fear would be the last of my concerns. As telling this unbelievable adventure, putting mildly.  I have my good days and my not-so-good days. All while trying to keep a roof over my head, pay my bills, and keep food in my stomach, clear the past, and walk into whatever comes next. I have even been accused of being negative. What they don't realize is what I am not saying, and things I have seen done by people without spirituality.  Something that I struggle with every day is when someone does something with concern for my life or the lives of other human beings. 

If you need more information, you can look under the post for My story- psychic life, domestic violence, etc.. Most of my life is in this blog. It's an unbelievable story, and I'm trying to document it all as much as I can within some limits and privacy. If you feel it is a lot to read, it is, because it is a lot. I don't do it for acknowledgment or fame. I do it because I know what it takes to walk the talk and then some. That which is contained here is not just a story, it is my life and how I have always had contact with beings and even channeled in 2nd-grade reading groups, which is recent memory come back, but was dismissed as having reading disabilities, which could be both, since I walk in the physical and non-physical world.  

My story - psychic life starts in June and Oct 2019, 

goes into June 2020

then Jan 2021

07/10/26 I should not watch Videos ( My yammering, by own frustration)

I watched a video on "Minimalism".  Title: I Created a Home That Feels Safe Again!!!! - 

When did clutter become unsafe? This is not about the extreme, as in hoarding?  I think the bigger question here is, where are you out of control? Not having control, a clutter-free controlled environment, OCD obsession to clean, clutter, is to control the environment, stated I /we want to calm the nervous system by removing clutter, when the nervous system just wants you to stop, breathe, and listen to the body. Most people grew up with some type of control or chaos, etc., the entire world looks like it is out of control, and in chaos, but is it? Outside of the Media.

If you watch the news, any media, or even talk to people, it can be driven by fear-based thinking. The need to control the environment, to feel safe... These are childhood wounds manifesting in the present, as a mirror to be healed. The whole world is living in uncertainty, and you can not control all of it. You control the response to it. The need to have control is feeling you have no control, and stating you have no control over things outside of you, is realizing it within yourself, and where this comes from. (This conversation is addressing clutter only, but can very well address other issues)

As for Safe and not feeling safe, life is not guaranteed. As the title states above, "Home that feels not Safe", without the "not". As the question should be, why am I not safe at home? There can be numerous answers to why! Fear is the root cause. The whole system is built on fear, and realizing that it is fear, when it arises. We can state it is a mental health issue, but is it? It is a sign that we are out of alignment with ourselves and our heart; there can be real mental issues stemming from unprocessed thoughts, beliefs, and events that are buried in the subconscious. Until we acknowledge and process what we think or thought, they follow us like a yoke.

I have had these two issues and lived in uncertainty for the better part of two decades, and things that I could not have thought of on my own have happened in my life. I have just questioned it again this morning with the guides. With my hair falling out due to a reaction to a supplement that caused a severe allergic reaction, which I spoke about in another blog post.

When people ask this or that, and not knowing my story as to the whys or how, to where I will be in next month, will I run out of money again, this is also a common theme, too. And it said to me, If I am so knowledgeable, why am I not out there? Where is out there? It's a good question! I could say people don't pay me to think, they pay me to do, this of course, is outside spiritual awareness. I only know to question what I believe because I was taught by the guides to question my thinking. I did not get it at first, even as I channeled information.

I have had even being "seen", which I believe is not the true fear, and or maybe the many attacks or assaults, throughout my life, or past lives, to bring harm to me, which again, why would I or anyone do that to anyone, but again, look at our world and history. I really think it's about holding space for the energy of other people's stuff, and the fact that, whether I am a healer, empath, intuitive, channel, writer, human, or what have you, people don't want to look at their own stuff, or be responsible for their own actions.

In spirituality, if these statement would come up, and address as you are the creator of your reality without explaining it, versus you are soul and your soul came here to learn, and play in a reality that has been agreed upon on, at a soul level to create a different reality within the context of it individually and collectively, not that anything is separated from the whole of reality, awareness, consciousness.

If they look at it from the point of view that I am a creator being and created it to grow my soul. Forget about getting into whether it's a soul contract, karmic, or misalignment of thought. That will just as well drive you crazy, rather than accepting that all will be balanced out. When everything that we have learned up to this point is in question. You can not change your reality unless you challenge what you think!

This is when I think about what I would even say in a video or in person, that I don't already say here, or the questions that people would ask, that I may not know the answer to yet. To then question whether I trust the guides enough to give me the answers that I need, or for another person when it arises. When by all accounts have I been asking questions my entire life? I think that I have known my whole life that it would be chaos, just not this wild, crazy ass ride. Someone should have said, " Buckle up, baby, it's going to rough one," Joking aside. This is not about taking power by saying you have no control; it is about choosing what power it has over you. When we are led to believe control is power, when it is not.

7/06/26 Annoyed a lot ....

 I'm a little annoyed. Everyone who has a soul has innate abilities; it's up to you to redevelop them. If you are going to invest time and energy, do your research into spirituality, please! Look into whose, who have been doing it for years, not a newly awakened person. Unless that is the lesson. If anything, this information has always been available, going back beyond Atlantis, Mu, and many others, not yet known. I write this as I see new videos popping up and questioning whether empaths are psychic, and not question within themselves, as a person who has done self-inquiry. This goes for many modities. This is not a train you jump on lightly, or if it is a newfound hobby. Like many things, it is open to distortion, and if you have not even questioned the things that you have been taught, that nothing except humans exists as an apex, you find yourself ungrounded, and opening doors that you can't imagine. Not one single person's journey is exactly alike, and one should learn to meditate first and learn to question everything that they thought/think is/was real. 

It is out there, everyone is lucky, go happy, and ascending or enlightened, leaving the planet...yada yada...that is living a very real fantasy or disillusion, when that is far from the truth, some that I have seen should be in therapy for real concerns, even with tarot cards. Most days, I don't want to do it, and I was born this way. I have studied the shit out of it, so as not to send someone to the mental health unit or worse, commit suicide. Also, we have multiple generations that don't read, whether by choice or not able to, and want quick fixes via YouTube, IG, X, Fb, TikTok... if those are things, I would suggest not putting your focus on spirituality because it does not work the way you think, or as some present, it does.  

Ask to reference: New human - Channeled, you have to put in the search bar. 

6/24/26 Intuitive information

 This is a continuation of my last post, which was 6/26/26. -

 Everything is a spiritual journey; you just don't know it or remember it as such. 

6/24/26 Get Back by the Beatles? 

I also got Psyllium.  

6/26/26 Ubiquity- means that state of being everywhere at once. Me: Consciousness is ubiquitous because everything is consciousness. 

I had strange dreams, and all over the place. What I heard, "what about Debbie", I believe it is a spirit intruding in my sleep.  I don't know Debbie personally, maybe a message.

Anesthetized - 

Putnik? This came up twice- it is a gun silencer- I like what the puck. 

I was meditating and saw an image of three trucks, driving on a bend in the road, with a tree at the bend. I saw the first truck flip onto the grill of the truck, and I asked if there was anything else. I got $132K? 

6/29/26 During sleep, I showed the name or word, KANNDRA. Not sure if I am spelling it right. As I was sleeping, I didn't write it down right away. 

heard/saw Something about a Dating Appl. ?? 

Spectrograph- Splits light or electromagnetic radiation into it components wavelengths. I suggest googling to define. 

I heard that name, Alex. I again don't know anyone with that name. 

Song: Imagine Dragons -  Believer. 

I heard that if she has all this information, why is she here? "Boy, that good question". I think that was spirit talking over me when they don't realize I can hear them. This is not the first time that spirits have a conversation around me, and I am like I can hear you. I have also heard "they are fishing for information". I think this second response. Side note* you would think if a person passes and they were a busybody alive, that behavior stops as they cross over. They don't. 

6/30/26 Pink's song- Beautiful Trauma - message.  Actually, I got 6/24/26 too. 

7/01/26 Hearing, don't pay the ferryman? This is a song. I don't know if the song is for the song or a message. 

7/02/26 Name Tiffany? 

7/04/26 Image Of: An object in the air flying over a tree into a backyard, hitting a deck or second-story veranda, collapsing it, and falling into the backyard with an inground pool? I am not sure what the object is!

?? I have written in the past about fake pictures that are not real, which also applies to videos, too, now.  Those that don't have an AI symbol located on them. I think I also wrote that it would entail events presented by the news as real, when they are not. Which require discernment and the ability to distinguish fact from fiction. I don't have a way to index these things. The question is also this: is it Data theft, as a data breach, with content, making money off someone else's hard work, copyright, proprietary, livelihood, and misrepresentation of identity, to more complex, as stealing your life from you?  To even darker things.. ? 

Also, something that is mistakenly presented is that one day we all wake somewhere else, or everything with change over night, which is incorrect, as it is a progression of events. Whereas I have gotten years of points in time, up to 2050, from 2026 through 2032, to 2040, and it seems there is a gap from 2040, (2042 just got) -2050. That is a 25-year expansion plus, give or take. So, as guides state, just settle in and flow with it. Fear only creates more of what you don't want. 

06/30/26 Response to Tarot cards readings, and Lightning...

 I am not against tarot readers, first off. There is a question of given your power away, if relying on it solely without self-reflection.  If you are already a sovereign being, with innate abilities, and you have chosen a soul blueprint to experience reality, by free will of the blueprint for your souls growth, to experience life within the chosen family, ancestry, and karmic patterning, of belief, behaviors, indoctrination, and habits, than you are part of creation in the form of God, source, consciousness, all that is, even with a galactic heritage.

 Life acts as a mirror of what you believe or think, as you are creation, in itself, creating reality individually and collectively, as consciousness is creating reality.  You're taught to look for answers outside of yourself, instead of looking within by questioning what you were taught, what you believe, and what you were told about who you are. 

For example, if you were never taught colors, the sky could be green, and the trees blue. But ask a painter, or artist, and the sky is never just blue, or the trees never just green. These are labels of understanding taught in primary school that are never expanded upon. Now, if you had art teachers, they are taught to teach by the school curriculum, which, depending on the teacher, never explains why they taught it or what they taught. You told what to do it and follow directions. When anyone questioned the reason as to why? You found out pretty quick who had authority and power. Be it your parents, school, or whoever defined life to validate it. As we are taught to seek validation outside of ourselves, too. Again, from Family Dynamics, and this is not blaming parents because that's how it's been designed. Generation after generation. 

Another basic example: Book reports - You are asked to write a book report of what the book is about. Not what is learned from the book, a theme, lessons, or concepts, explore characters, plots, etc., just to read and rewrite that book in a summary. 

* You are the book in form, yet are expected to take in information that is given without questioning it, for yourself. This is not completely your fault; you are taught from a very young age not to question reality, school, parents, societal norms, as in " this is how we do it". This same conditioning is happening on media platforms, or the need to fit in, conditioned separation, via ask GPchat for answer, what people say on IG, TikTok, and even ask AI, even further, religion, and country, state, blue, red, and liberal...etc. 

Essentially, given your power away, by not questioning whether this works for the whole of humanity. YouTube is driven by an algorithm informing your recommendations based on search or clicking on titles. Again, informing you based on what you are thinking. Have you ever clicked on a title, and it has nothing or little to do with the title's uses? You, as a conscious/ness being, inform reality, and reality mirrors you. Unless you challenge what you think and believe, life is always mirroring to you or to another, because there is no separation between either one. 

All to separate from your own self-awareness to seeking external validation, versus uniting different aspects of the whole. These are technological tools, but not always used that way ??? The conditioning started a long, long time before your birth. You inherited it within the structure of reality. Again, all labels of things, people, places, etc.. Without question, who, what, when, why, and how... Basic questions, taught in grammar school. Just imagine that every generation has had its own conditions, and that requires a larger explanation, but I am not going down that rabbit hole, as to why.  Growth is inwards, not outwards. 

We have been conditioned to believe that everything is someone else's fault, without taking responsibility for our own knowing. It is easy to be the victim of circumstance, and there are things that are circumstantial, but if you're a source of creation, do you not have a voice, do you not care about the well-being of yourself or others, is love not who you are?